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Well, I haven't updated anything in ages so here I am and I hope you guys don't all hate me for my lack of communication with you all.
What's been happening in my world? A lot, I lost my job, which was no fault of my own but it lands squarely on my ex boss's shoulders. It was a hard fight for 9 weeks with him to get me put back on the roster only for me to end up quitting because he put me on graveyard shifts to spite me. Thats okay, I'm a fighter, with little under a dollar in my bank account I managed to secure another job, pay for fuel by face painting on weekends and finally got my first paycheck!
I am now saving up to get my car fixed, to get my hair done and to buy some new paints. I feel like I've been living in the dark ages for months, money is now a precious commodity that doesn't get spent on anything now other than rent and fuel... Not even spending money on food.
Hence why I no longer have a premium membership to deviantart. As I would love to have all those extra features it is now impossible for me to afford.
Plus I am now doing a sewing course for my degree, so I've been sewing like a mad woman, reading shakespeare and learning all about food safety. Odd mix yes?
I want to know how you guys are all going? I've uploaded a couple of new pieces, fan art of fruits basket. So if you have any requests let me know and I'll try and get around to them <3
Dreaming Merchant.
Oh and I now have glasses! Have to wear them when I'm drawing, I love them and hate them at the same time.
What's been happening in my world? A lot, I lost my job, which was no fault of my own but it lands squarely on my ex boss's shoulders. It was a hard fight for 9 weeks with him to get me put back on the roster only for me to end up quitting because he put me on graveyard shifts to spite me. Thats okay, I'm a fighter, with little under a dollar in my bank account I managed to secure another job, pay for fuel by face painting on weekends and finally got my first paycheck!
I am now saving up to get my car fixed, to get my hair done and to buy some new paints. I feel like I've been living in the dark ages for months, money is now a precious commodity that doesn't get spent on anything now other than rent and fuel... Not even spending money on food.
Hence why I no longer have a premium membership to deviantart. As I would love to have all those extra features it is now impossible for me to afford.
Plus I am now doing a sewing course for my degree, so I've been sewing like a mad woman, reading shakespeare and learning all about food safety. Odd mix yes?
I want to know how you guys are all going? I've uploaded a couple of new pieces, fan art of fruits basket. So if you have any requests let me know and I'll try and get around to them <3
Dreaming Merchant.
Oh and I now have glasses! Have to wear them when I'm drawing, I love them and hate them at the same time.
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I have been through a lot since I was last on my page.
Between working seven days a week, eight hours a day. I've also been very sick, the worst of which I am struggling with is pain and the fact that I feel like I need to be sleeping constantly. This is not a good combination when you have a heap of University work that needs to be completed.
I have however managed to keep a fairly steady relationship going for the past seven months. It looks like I may be getting a very lovely ring to sit on my finger!
He loves me for me, and I've said this before but now I actually realised what it means. I have never felt true love until I met him.
Patience
I feel like I have forever waited to become this person I am today.
How often have I screamed into my pillow and cried at the stars hoping for something to break so that I can escape this life into a different reality.
I wanted to recreate who I was. Now I am exactly the person I need to be, I didn't see it before, I thought that I wanted something that only hurt me. Now I realise that the hurt I was feeling was only my heart telling me everything was wrong with the road I was walking down.
Not only have I found my heart, not in someone else but in myself. I have found myself, I love myself, I love who I am and who I am working to be.
I
Cracking.
Let you know what's happening?
Okay, so besides my health issues at the moment, carpal tunnel in my drawing hand and constantly being run down so I catch every bug going. I've been to 3 different doctors now, and had about 40 appointments over the past year. Nothing is working, so I'm trying something that is so simple yet seems so effective, changing my diet and lifestyle. EXERCISE! WOOOoooHHH.. And you know what, vegetables are actually pretty exciting. So from now on, no sugars (except natural. eg. Fruit), yeast products, processed foods or diet/ fizzy drinks. I'm also trying to stay away from all juices that I don't make myself. I sound
Missing DA?
Sorry everyone for completely neglecting my DA account, my FB account and just art in general.
It wasn't done intentionally I promise. I will be honest with you, I've been put off my art a little due to someone who is actually related to me calling "bullshit" on my artwork. Why? Because he didn't believe I had the talent to do it. .. Which is strange considering my art is hanging all over the house (on canvas.. with acrylic?)..
This was a blow to my confidence (a large one), I was questioning why should I be on here, uploading art with all these other great artists when its just a hobby for me? I'll never be famous, I'll never sell my art t
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Artists are the best fighters - we have a very personal and powerful way to express our deepest feelings through our art.